Rabu, 16 September 2009

arti dri sahabat dan sdikit crita dri gua ttg sahabat, adek2an,dll

gua dapet arti dri sahabat tp ini kta org gua bkl kasih tau kalian yg baca blog gua:
Sahabat. Apa sih arti dari sebuah persahabatan?? Ada yang bilang sahabat itu adalah teman yang benar-benar dekat sampai tahu hal-hal kecil tentang kita. Ada juga yang bilang sahabat itu kalau kemana-mana selalu bareng. Tetapi salah satu sahabat saya bilang, sahabat itu adalah teman dalam suka dan duka, tapi tahu batas dimana suatu saat ketika teman dapat masalah, kita harus membiarkan dia mengatasi masalahnya sendiri agar teman tersebut tumbuh lebih matang dan mandiri.
itu gua dpt di google dan saat gua baca ad makna yg berarti yg mengingatkan sahabat gua dri TK namanya raka dia sahabat yg paling baik dri sluruh sahabat gua tetapi sahabt yg lain ttp sahabat gua tp sahabat yg tdk bisa gua lupain hanya raka, gua sm dia adalah sahabat sejati yg slalu tolong menolong stu sm lain yg lainnya pun tetep sahabat gua jgn marah knp raka itu sahabat aling baik ya.
gua ada adek2an dulu gua hanya sahabatan sm dia eh gua sayang bngt sm dia trus gua jdiin dia adek2an dan smpe sekarang gua slalu ngerti prasaan dia walau hanya sekedar adek2an gua walau punya pacar tp gua ga akn ngebedain adek2an gua dgn pacar gua dan yg lain mreka smua sm berhak di bela jika ga ada kesalahan, knp gua bilang seperti ini karna ngapain kita ngebela pacar doang? brarti pacar itu lbh pntng kta syp? pacar kita itu adalah calon jodoh kita nnti saat ingin menikah jd gua tetep smain ade2an sm pacar karna sm2 manusia yg ga sempurna smua kita manusia gua akn ngebela org yg tdk bersalah dan gua akn membantu org dlm hal kebaikan gua bisa ngertiin apa yg lo critain ke gua dgn cara baik2 pasti gua bantu dgn saran terbaik utk kalian smua gua janji jd gua ga akn ngediemin lo smua gua siap ngelayanin tp ada waktunya ya gua siap bantu dgn saran utk kalian smua, hmm kyknya itu dulu crita dri gua nnti akn dateng part 2nya dgn sahabat adek2an, kakak2an, dll yg terbaru see you


dont forget to comment ok thanks

Jumat, 21 Agustus 2009

sudah gak ada yg bisa ngertiin gw lagi sekarang hidup gw sengsara :'(

skrng gw udh gk ada tmn yg bisa ngertiiin gw shabat pun jga gk ada yg ngertiin gw hati gw sakit hidup gw sengsara skrng udh gk ada org yg bisa ngertiin gw dan slalu peduli sm gw skrng gw udh sendiri dan gk ada stu pun org yg bisa jdi tmn dan shabat baik bagi gw hati gw sakit banget dan gw akn mulai hidup baru dgn sifat yg berbeda tpi kyknya udh terlambat dan stu2nya org yg gw sayang skrng udh putus tpi gw bknnya sedih karna putus itu tpi udh gk ada org yg bisa ngertiin gw, gw lebih baik MATI daripda hidup dgn kesengsaraantpi gw tetep sabar dgn cobaan ini dan slalu bersenang hati pada org yg minta bantuan tpi mereka gk tau kebaikan apa dri gw mreka enk di bantuin tpi gk ada rasa trima kasih yg ikhlas dan gw udh ikhlas ngebantuin tpi mreka tetep memperlakukan gw semena-mena terhadap gw.

gw gk bisa crita byk2 nnti gw lanjut lgi

Jumat, 03 Juli 2009

dear god by A7X

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Hope is hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
And where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again, oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Hope is hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Jumat, 26 Juni 2009

waktu2 menegangkan hingga hri selasa, 30/06/09

di waktu2 skarang alpust angkatan 40 sedang menegangkan karna beberapa hri lgi akn ada pengumuman kelulusan kls 6 SD di alpus yg akan buat menegangkan itu adalah lulus atau tdknya dan jga hasil yg akan terbawa hingga ke smp dan gw akan cba utk berdoa kepada allah agar bisa lulus 100%!!!!!!!!!! taun ini dan selanjutnya hingga kiamat aaminnnnnn.........

Rabu, 24 Juni 2009

amborsia - alesana

A touch of poison..
SEALS MY FATE!

(The dawn echoes)
THE SUN
(the night with)
HIMSELF
(my glory!)
HONORS ME!!

Once, King of Roses, now Lord of Gold!!
(Blessed!) With the gift of gilded touch..
(The gods) themselves (envy) My Hand!!
Fate, wields its knife, to cut the thread...

I curse the day my, dream became my descent..
Suddenly..
I long for you, my only LOVE

In my Perfection, I have no want!!
(A!) Folly as fatal as sin..
(Yet Eyes) still glint (with Greed) Untold!!
Has, now become, the end of me...

I curse the day my, dream became my descent..
Suddenly..
I long for you, my only love...

HAVE I NOT!
earned this, (The gift of) (beauty within?!)
(How selfish) (were the Gods to) (keep riches from) MY RIGHTFUL TREASURE?!!
(I truly have) (become one) (of) THEM, MY FATAL flaw...

Oh yeah!
I've got her... hook, line, and sinker!
(Hook, line and sinker!)
Thanks to me, she's her own new necklace
Thanks to me, she's her own new necklace
Thanks to me, she's her own new necklace..

NOW SHE'S GOOD AS GOLD!!

I curse the day my, dream became my descent..
Suddenly..
I long for you (I long for you!), my only love

I curse the day my, dream became my descent..
Suddenly..
I long for you, (my only love...)
CUT THE THREAD!!

alesana apology

Sweat drips in my eyes...screams of lust we cry
Tonight you are everything...you're everything...
You're everything to me no more
As I wake from this perfect dream
I'll escape from Eden's walls; I can not stay and live this lie
For I now must think only of myself

...and to think that you will not be
Scared or surprised I severed all
All These ties
This is the end...

I'll lose myself in anguish for tonight,
Help me get over you

I feel so numb to see this bitter end
(It has come to this)
End of beautiful illusions
(One last kiss)
Broken pieces will not mend to
Save our past now

This is the end

I'll lose myself in anguish for tonight,
Help me get over you
One last false apology,
Help me get over you

Now we must let go...urgency
Overwhelms me as I must restrain
My flood of tears
I refuse to be slave to your false
Beauty again...

I'll lose myself in anguish for tonight,
Help me get over you
One last false apology,
Help me get over you

In my mind
Blood drips from your eyes
A beautiful
Last goodbye

Selasa, 23 Juni 2009

A7X bat country

He who makes a beast out of himself, gets rid of the pain of being a man

Caught here in a fiery blaze, won't lose my will to stay.
I trie-ie-ied to drive all through the night,
the heat stroke ridden weather, the barren empty sights.
No oasis here to see, the sand is singing deathless words to me.

[Chorus:]
Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone).
Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction.
My confidence is leaving me on my own (all alone).
No one can save me and you know I don't want the attention.

As Ie-ie-ie adjust to my new sights the rarely tired lights will take me to new heights.
My hand is on the trigger I'm ready to ignite.
Tomorrow might not make it but everything's all right.
Mental fiction follows me; show me what it's like to be set free.

[Chorus]

So sorry you're not here I've been sane too long my vision's so unclear.
Now take a trip with me but don't be surprised when things aren't what they seem.

Caught here in a fiery blaze, won't lose my will to stay.
These eyes won't see the same, after I flip today.

Sometimes I don't know why we'd rather live than die,
we look up towards the sky for answers to our lives.
We may get some solutions but most just pass us by,
don't want your absolution cause I can't make it right.
I'll make a beast out of myself, gets rid of all the pain of being a man.

[Chorus]

A7X beast and the harlot

This shining city built of gold, a far cry from innocence
There's more than meets the eye round here look to the waters of the deep.
A city of evil
There sat a seven-headed beast, ten horns raised from his head
Symbolic woman sits on his thrown but hatred strips her and leaves her naked.
The Beast and the Harlot

She's a dwelling place for demons, she's a cage for every unclean spirit every filthy bird
and makes us drink the poisoned wine to fornicating with our kings.
Fallen now is Babylon the Great.

The city dressed in jewels and gold, fine linen, Myrrh and pearls
Her plagues will come all at once as her mourners watch her burn.
Destroyed in an hour
Merchants and captains of the world, sailors navigators too
Will weep and mourn this loss with her sins piled to the sky
The Beast and the Harlot.

The day has come for all us sinners, if your not a servant you'll be struck to the ground.
Flee the burning, greedy city looking back on her to see there's nothin' around.
I don't believe in fairytales and no one wants to go to Hell, but we made the wrong decision
and it's easy to see. Now if you wanna serve above or be a king below with us your
welcome to the city where your future is set forever.

avenged sevenfold - blinded in chains

And we're at it again, I turn around another fucking war, man
I don't know where to begin, but I'll start with the radical leaders
Their steps we're followin'

Running, don't go back and fight, too many you'll lose
(And as clowns you follow suit behind the blood between the red and white and blue but it's too deep for you to see and
everyone eventually will take the step cause it's in sight you take the left I'll take the right I fell the hate you've built
for me and I say pay attention baby)

As they thank the Lord the blind can't see
Like a plague fed to the brain, deadly disease

But it wasn't a sin, a sorry life in judging every action
And as they're feeding your mind with this shit you forgot
How to speak how to ask all the questions

The business at hand tonight, make the people choose
(I see another side in you but there's not much more I can do from on the outside looking in your government is listenin' to
push you on the story of immortal father mortal son give them your mind and all your wealth the cycle will rebirth itself)
If they had it their way I'd burn in Hell and your future's a fuckin' disaster can't you see
Don't give them all the power when your future's in desperate trouble baby

As they thank the Lord the blind can't see
Like a plague fed to the brain, deadly disease
I'd run away tonight with my mind still intact you gotta make it alright
Easier said than done with no place to hide and having no place to (run)
Running away from condition, I see you but you're running away from
Your scared seductive system

Most would claim I live a lie when pointing out it's easy to predict these things
Every color has its side, they live together vote and most won't read between these lines
Please help us, please save us of coarse they have control we're all the same
Up on the cross, crucified their problem drove the nail and let Him rot
Family and friends, it won't matter in the end I'm sure they'll understand Now look at the world and see how the humans bleed
As I sit up here and wonder "bout how you sold your mind, body and soul
Looking at the fields so green I know this sounds obscene
I see you're living for tomorrow but decisions you have made will leave you empty

You've fallen asleep in denial
Look at the way we're dyin'
How it ends I'll never know
Just live your life blind like me

shabat gw kyknya lgi gk waras namanya arsila

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awal jdinya IPP (ilmu pengetahuan pacaran) hingga skarang

waktu gw di santos gw bru kenal ama ank yg namanya adilla dia anknya baik... pas lgi di santos gwbecanda ama dia trus temennya cindy dan beberapa ank2 cowo smp,,, pas lgi itu gw pulang bka fb adilla ajak wall-to-wall yaudah akhirnya gw crita2 tiba2 ujung2nya pas gw jgo di bidang pcran dia bilang "lo kyk guru IPP gw (ilmu pengetahuan pcran). pas gw baca akhirnya gw buat deh IPP dan itu mulai gw ksh tau adilla dulu lalu temen2nya yg angkatan 41 dan akhirnya hingga skarang adilla slalu jdi yg terbaik stiap gw ksh materi IPP dan akhirnya dia sampe skarang adalah murid yg terfavorite dan yg trakhir dia gw ksh tau ttg cara utk pts dgn pcr tpi itu gk bisa di sebar hanya dia yg tau yg lainnya jka mau pts dgn pacarnya bru di ksh tau... itu adalah awal hingga skarang dri IPP